This marks the end of my pregnancy honeymoon period and the begin of the hardest path of my pregnancy journey. Well, I have gained a total of 10kgs within this 7 months. I feel harder and harder to carry these weights with me everyday. People said I look chubby now and I know they are trying to use the more good word to comfort me at this stage. Deep inside, I really hope to get rid of these 10 kgs as soon as possible after the baby delivery process. I really hate to dress in those maternity wear everyday. I missed my beautiful dresses very much. I missed my high heel very much. I missed my slim-shaped body very much......
Lets the photo tell the story.....
Do I look like a big potato?
"Guess some of you might can't imagine how do i look like with this big tummy....."
My feet ain't cooperate with me too for where they start to swell at the beginning of 6th month and now i just can't imagine that my feet is 2-sized up compare to the one before pregnant. I did experienced the Carpal Tunnel Syndrome since a month ago. This delibating syndrome caused all my body joints looser where I suffer alot from my hand pain, hand numbness, tingling sensations in the fingers, and now the suffer spread to my hip joint. It's just kind of hard for me to even take a single step or take a single move on the bed at night. I did asked husband why should I suffer for this kind of so called blessed life? Can he try to share some of my suffer-ness too? Why don't he is the one to pregnant in next round? I cried alot now especially when the pain at my hip kill me during my sleeping time. I just can't take the pain easily or i should clarify here my tolerance to pain is very limited.
Let's keep the complaints and pains aside. Pregnancy is a fun experience instead. I enjoy every moment when my princess give me a hard kick or when she is making a turning in my womb. Though she did sleep alot during day light and become more active and awake at night time, but I have nothing to complain whenever she assured me with her movement sand kicks.
I feel like I'm running out of time at this moment. We have no new about the baby cot from dad-in-law for where he insisted to make a baby cot for his new born grand-child. I still have not got any suitable confinement lady for my confinement period. And most of all, I still not emotional prepared to go into labor and delivery yet as what i told before my tolerance to pain is very limited. Although husband suggested me to take up an epidural block during my labor but my health care provider seem like not really recommend me to go for this pain killer. Well, it's all depends on my condition during the time of labor.
I just hope things run smoothly and accordingly from now till the time I meet my baby.
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