At last, we visited a Gynea specialist last few weeks and get the first fertility check-up. We hardly make this decision to take the first step and felt worried too at the same time.
We wish we don't have to suffer alots to get a baby but in fact we need the treatment now. The gynea first advises husband to do a SA checking and husband seems refuse to proceed the checking in the first place. He kept delaying the time for semen collection. I have no any idea to push him and I leave the decision to him. I am glad he did it yesterday after a few week delaying. I make a call to the gynea and thanks God the result is ok which means he is healthy enough.
I couldn't figure my mind after the call. The problem is not from him, then it must be from me. I pray to the God hardly and faithfully everyday. i am doubted why He didnt heard my prayers? why He didn't give me what i suppose to have? why should i suffer alots? there is a minute where my mind is blank. I could think of a word to comfort myself. I'll go for the ovulation medication after my next mestrual. I really wish I don't have to suffer alot and I pray that I don't have to go that far to get a baby.
Dear Chel,
ReplyDeleteI'm sure God has his time and plan. Dun worry, soemtime when you relax and dun think about it, and it'll come, naturally! You guys are still young, should enjoy every stages, right now is DINK stage for us!! AKA: Double Income No Kid, and we totally enjoyed it! Dun let other pressure you, just relax! I'll keep you in my prayer!
Thank you, pei. Am sure God has his plan in us but somehow we are still hoping to have the little one at this stage of life.
ReplyDeletedear, relax.....must relax..
ReplyDeletewe work hard together, pray together and hope tat God have heard our prayers...
good luck to you..
Hazelnut, thank you for the supports and comforts.
ReplyDeleteyea, I should be mre relax..