When Ed is missing.....

I'm lying on the bed,

the room is dark,

i hear Elijah's tititata telling story to his mom,

and suddenly I wonder where you are tonight,

I wonder did u asleeped already,

I wonder how's your sore throat,

I wonder did you slept well these few night....

No answer on the handphone,

and only the operator is talking everytime i called you.

No email on the labtop,

and only the junk mail everytime i checked my mail-box.

The day goes by so slow,

the night goes by so long,

I hope the clock wills go faster,

I hope the sunlight wills soon replace the night,

I hope the week will soon comes to the end,

aloooooone!

Till now,

I realized I'm not suppose to be alone,

I realized I'm not used to be alone,

I realized I cared about you,

I realized you had became a part of mine.

You are missing,

with no phone call no email no night night greet,

and this really chills me to the bone,

and this really drive me crazy to some extend.

How do I carry on life alone,

how do i carry on life without you....

I missed you!

Oh...Thanks God for the network availability,

I get your short call after three alone long days.

Thank you for the call,

Thank you for back in one piece.

**Darling is on travelling trip again. He is going to conduct a after -sale -seminar on behalf of France supplier at bakun timber camp. there is no handphone signal coverage, no internet service, no satellite phone.i have no connection with him these few days.**