I was reading the old mails in my mail box this morning and these drag me into a downstream where i can't really figure what is the cause? Life can be so tranquil and yet traumatic at times. I learned not to be so fatigue about the changing at different stages for where i found the unwillingness to change will just keep me at certain stage of life and it will just self-build another boundary. I always have the perception of being myself and I always want to act in the way I like to be.
Few years passed, I am now who I suppose to be and I am where I belong to. Four years study life in KL are always in memory. It's good and bad, mixed experiences. I missed those times, honestly as I enjoy the freedom to the fullness. I missed those times we are staying under on roof where 8 of us are taking each other as family member. I like 306 which has a sense of home even though we are just friends. Andy greets me all the best and remind me to keep touch before I wave to everybody and bye the house four years ago. Every of us had turn into different direction now. I am not sure whether the bond still existing between us but absolutely the memories is always in our mind. We had never been gather again after the departure, it's just seem like the circle is completed 4 years ago and there is no continuos drawing till today. We are actually in the same place same coordinate but gather again is seem impossible for us again. I am sad, truly! Andy said something on my wedding which still keep refreshing in my mind. "See! we have 6 of us tonight. This is the first gathering after our graduation. " Though it's sad for the fact and I should be happy to be the host of this precious gathering.
I understand, friends will never being around us all the times. Some people come into my lives and quickly go.I appreciate their presence as they left some memory to me too. Some stay for a while and being my great companion along same ages. I too appreciate them as they leave footprints on my hearts where I am never ever the same now. Some are sent from my Heavenly Father whose understand my feeling well, whose came for the joyous and for the sarrow, whose share the unexplained bond. I truly appreciated and cherish this friend as even we are thousand miles apart, she is still touching my heart to some extend.
and i miss those good old days in Tapang, never again am I that innnocent, naughty, and gossipy!! and those silly teacher like Charlie Chung! haha!
ReplyDeleteya...i missed those times too. when can three of us gather again?
ReplyDeletephysically, dunno, but we're connected now, in the world of blog. hehe
ReplyDeleteAgreed. But seriously maybe we should think about it having a get together in near future. In fact, i am planning to have a getaway holiday with my UK ex housemates end of this year. I don't think its that hard, maybe just extra planning beforehand. Dogcat, when are you planning to come back for a holiday??
ReplyDeleteps: that day when airasia have the promotion online. Peter and I were so tempted to just buy a ticket to Gold coast, Australia.of course we didnt, but it will be awesome if we can come and visit you next time
Eddie and I always wanted to go Australia and we almost bought the mas promotion ticket last month. but due to the H1N1 we delay the plan. su, maybe i should call u up before i plan my fly to aus nest time so that we can fly over to visit dorcas together.
ReplyDeletethat would be glad! My parent come over using the Mas Promotion ticket!!
ReplyDeleteNext year woould be better, as I juz sold my house and in the process of buying a new home. So next year if you guys plan the trip, can stay at my place!! ( save heaps on accomodation!! )
ReplyDeleteso su, maybe we can plan forward ou trip to see this lovely dorcas..
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