Hahndorf, a german village SA

 Hahndorf is the oldest surviving German Village in Australia and is a popular tourist destination.  Many of the original buildings and traditions have been retained and Hahndorf's village atmosphere is complimented by a myriad  of cafes and speciality shops.The Hahndorf township is just 20 minutes from the city along the South Eastern Freeway. Hahndorf is a short drive from Mount Barker, the Adelaide Hills' main shopping and business hub.

 Historic Hahndorf Academy was a respected school of higher learning, where many students became prominent citizens. The building was later used as a seminary, then a hospital. It was doomed to be demolished until rescued by Mr Wotzke. The Academy is now  a gallery with exhibitions and artists in residence. There is also a fine German Folk Museum depicting early days of Hahndorf.

The traders of Hahndorf originate from many parts of the world and have introduced new flavours in the tree-lined main avenue. There are a number of quality galleries with gift shopping to rival the best in Adelaide. Several craftspeople manufacture and showcase their unique wares in Hahndorf. Souvenirs can be readily purchased and some great fashion shops will please the ladies.

The founding of Hahndorf is a colourful piece of South Australian history. German immigrants, escaping religious persecution from Prussia arrived in the ship Zebra and established the village. It was named iHahndorf in honour of Captain Hahn, the ship’s captain. He had been sympathetic and had assisted them to become established in Hahndorf.Many of the quaint cottages are accessible in the main street, most in original condition except for iron roofs, that have replaced shingles and thatch. In some cottages, the shingles may be seen underneath.

Authentic German food is served in Hahndorf, as well as modern Australian and European cuisine, country style cooking, great coffee and delectable cakes. German sausage and smallgoods are available. There are also Icecream and sweet shops for the young and young at heart.

The trees along the street are over 100 years old and are an attraction. A guide to them can be obtained from the Tourist Centre in the main street.Hahndorf is surrounded by meadows and some majestic gum trees can be seen, a favourite subject of South Australia’s legendary artist Sir Hans Heysen. He lived and entertained at the The Cedars, his property on the outskirts of Hahndorf. His Bavarian style studio remains much as he left it. Heysen’s love of the stately gum trees shows in his works and his depiction of workmen and country life around Hahndorf have immortalised the scenes.(adapted from http://www.exploringaustralia.com.au/showplace.php?p=92)

I like the place, not because of it's sausage but it's the atmosphere that attracted me the most. the way they carried out their life, their business are just so differ from us.

Adelaide, SA trip.

another delayed post again. it's dorcas that reminded me i havent blog for the past few months. i actually have lots to write , just that time is the matter. my girl, eryn is growing so well which means i need to spend more time with this little learner now. her curiosity is always beyond her age. she wants to know everything i do. and nowsaday, takling to her is one of the most common thing we do. she likes to explore the world outside her playyard as well too. holding her littlee hand in my big palm is one of the most blissful thing every afternoon, showing her the veges my in law planted in our backyard. even with her age of 18 months, she can recognize many type and the names of the veges and fruits now. dont she is a clever adorable girl? to us, yeap she is.
well, we make our plan comes true in sept. we were flying to adelaide with our little girl. althought this is not her first experiece to fly in a plane, but to us this still another challenge moment as we really cant foreseen what will happen in our 8 hrs flight, will adapt to the temperature in adelaide? what if she is not cooperate with us??? but thanks God that we had good time in adelaide if minus the part i felt sick.

dinner at kuchng airport

special thanks to alliance bank that we able to access to this premium longue during our transitting time.

my little girl was so excited and she wanted to explore every part of the airport

the cabin crew provided a basinet for Eryn, and she is actually too big for the basinet. we dont care, as long as she slept well and the basinet can hold up to 15kgs(my eryn is still fit for this)
. we met a very friendly and helpful crew this time.big clap for the lady though i cant remember her name. well, one thing to complain, Mas international meal menu is very lousy now. look at our food and you will have a clear picture...anyway we still enjoy the food~nasi lemak, malysian famous food.

we touched adelaide at 6am, 11 sept. and we are welcomed by our cousin, gregory. thanks to him that sacrifices his sleep time and catch us in the airport at this hour. we have lots relatives in adelaide and this saved us alots of accomodation expenses as well too. we are well pampered by our aunt amy( a sister to my father in law).great hospitality, great foods....

able to visit some places after a good morning nap at aunt amy's house. we had domino's pizza as our lunch. we aint pizza fan but gregory is domino's regional manager and this expained why we had pizza as our first meal in adelaide. we ate for free with extra cheese and meat..but bad thing is my taste buds are all gone due to my sickness. all in all, its still a good catch up with greg and his wife, jiajia.

Glenelg, our first stop. we went straight to this beach side suburb after we left greg's place. Nothing special for us, took some pictures and went back for afternoon nap. husband went on for his fishing programme with greg.

Hahndorf, a german village at adleaide hills.

some snaps in this little town.stay tune, more to comes for this special small township.

to my love, eryn

In the past, I always dreamed to have a kid. I always like the feeling of being surrounded by kids. But I never knew that I will be a mother to a kid at this age until we found out I'm actually pregnant in one of the afternoon two years ago. all my dreams have became reality just because of the two lines appear on the HPT. evrything were so great and we praised the Lord for this precious life in our family

the arrival of my princess is not an accident but we called it as a fate. she is the darling and she is the idiolt too. she brings hapinnesses and she bring disappointments too. what ever she is, we are so contented to bring her up till now. Time passed so fast and she has now grown up to a infant and soon she will be a toddler. she is no more a crawling baby but a walking baby. she is no more (of course still crying but not that frequent) a crying baby but a talking baby now. She is now much differ from the time i first saw her in OT room. Being the only child of mine, she is the princess, she is the darling, she is the everything of us.

I enjoyed very moment spend with my lil girl. she is so lovely to an extend that i couldnt find a word to describe her.being a full time mother, i spend all my days and nights with this lil girl. the bond is so strong and i just feel like it's getting harder for me to let go her. i am with her from her first breath till now, I'm with her from her first cry till now, I'm with her from she first smile to me till now......i couldnt remembered how many times i cleaned her stool, i couldnt remembered how many times i bath her, i couldnt remembered how many sleepless night i had but one thing for sure is I know my girl is grwoing well.

Along the years, i did complaint, i did gave up and i was disappointed at times too. I doubted with my sacrifices when she is not bahaving at the way i wish she to be.I never knew that all my sacrifices are worth enuough until she started to call me "mama". Yeap, I am a mom to a child now. I know i have every responsiblity to her until the end of my life in this world and I just pray that we will be able to give her the best life whenever possible.

Thanks God for this lovely child.....We are gifted to a priceless gift.

Eryn is going to be 11 months old in another few days and yet I found I didnt write about her growth progress quite some time already.

Time really passess so fast and I even didnt realized my daugther is going to be 1 year old soon. She is pretty much the same as she is 9 months old but she is really getting smarter by now. She can understands many simple words like sleep time, milk time, bath time, wee-wee, no, coem to mommy etc...and knows how to wave bye bye, shakes her head, clap her hand very well too.. and I just realized how far i have been a mom to a child. It's a complicated mix feeling of being a mother not to say a full time mother. I resigned from my work half an year before I am pregnant and got into as a full time mother after the arrival of my princess. Being a full time mother is not just like any other job. it's the most important job there is and dont ever get a break even when i'm sick. Motherhood is 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. no sick days no annual leave, No vacation time. but honestly, it's all worth it to see those beautiful smiling face everyday.

Though it is harder that I expected and even tougher than any other job, but I enjoyed every moment spare with my daughter. seeing how she grow from a baby into an toddler now. she is no longer a sleeping baby but an active baby now. and she is on her learning process to call mommy(in fact, she knew how to call daddy last month). I have no other word to describe how my feeling is when she is holding me tight. she is just part of me from the date she got attached to my uterus wall.

People start asking us when do we plan to go for the second one. Well, we have no plan in the meantime. We hope to give our best love to our first daugther till the day when we are well prepared for the second one. Husband always told me, he will be happy too if Eryn turn to be our only child. Deep in my heart, i hope to have another brother or sisiter for Eryn so that she will learn to share every thing in her life and even her parent's loves.

Innocent

The topic tells clearly what i temted to blog about today. I received a birthdya greeting from my friend this morning and did some chit chat with her through FB. but the at the end of the day, i found out that i turn to be a Kepo-ma. this is funny and i would said the so called girl is type of innocent. don't she think that she is a bit over reacted over this matter plus this is non of her business too. I resigned from the job 2 years ago and I really wish to have a peace of mind ever since i left the place. It's not i dont get a good benefit from there instead i did. It's not I am not happy with the boss, it's not because I don't like the wok environment. I left with a very special reason and i did this for my future child. but the gossips from the Super gossip lady is a never ending story.She can have any topic if i did some contacts with my ex-colleagues. I have every right to contact with any people and i have every right to talk about them as long as i neither hurt them nor bringing harm to them. I just hope to end the story here and i wish this super gossiper wills read my blog about her. yeap, lady listen. I have already left this place and i have my right to keep touch with any body i like. I have my right to voice out and even talk to other, i dont think i have to consult you before i start my conversation. you are just like dust in my life and i suppose can ignore all your unecessary comments or rubbish opinions but you are really kind of disturbance in my peaceful life.I am really thankful and appreciated the arrival of my baby girl in my life. i never doubted about the creation of God and i dont think only good people will get baby boy. hey lady pls pay attention here, good people wont get any child too if they didnt intercourse. only the fertilization of egg and sperm then comes then baby and baby gender is all decided during the course of frertilization. good man himself can decide for a baby gender alone. and you who declaire yourself as a good people, pls do me a favour. stop saying i am kepo-ma as i'm really not kepo if compared with you at least i only kepo about my own life and never bother others. are you too bored or too free, why dont you get yourself a boyfren and try the feeling of being busy with dating out..oopss maybe you couldn't get one and that's explained why u are so free to bother about other's life. Pls let your rubbish mind stop here and give me a peace of mind on my special day!!!!!

Husband birthday

Here comes the birthday man of the day.
birthday man and his lovely princess

she always has something in hand and mouth

she is always happy with papa and the same to papa too

toy is a compulsory item in her diaper bag..

with mummy, the sponsor of the night..haha!!

There is no more candle light dinner. We always have our girl tagged with us wherever we go
. but i'm sure this is a special night for husband as this is his first birthday with our daugther.

Happy Birthday to the birthday man !!

pre-pregnancy nutrition

Planning for a pregnancy can be exciting and overwhelming. It's never been a small matter to add a new member in your family--this little precious will require your money, time and energy for at least the next 18 years after birth. However, these are not the important consideration when you are really planning to build a family with a kid for where I seriously think that baby's health should come first than others.

when it comes to pregnancy, thinking ahead can give you and your baby the best possible beginning. Good nutrition isn't only important during regnancy. even if you're just planning to become pregnant, eating a healthy, well-balanced diet is one of the best thing you can do for yourself and your future kid.

This blog is specially for tammy as i learned to know that she is preparing to get pregnant now..

it's all about the diet plan and the life style before you get ready to pregnant. click the link below and it will bring you the info you want http://www.babycenter.com/getting-pregnant .

逸宁八个月成长记

逸宁已经八个月大了， 时间总是过得很快。

她在不知觉中成长了， 爸爸常用大baby来形容她。 比起别的小孩， 我的女儿显得有点小姐， 为何这样说呢，她可是非常的怕痛， 只要把她放在地上， 她会静静地躺着不动， 但是如果把她搁在床上， 她总是不消片刻， 翻得天犯地覆， 所以我常说她很小姐很怕痛。

她已经可以自己坐着了， 但是还是不敢爬行， 目前为止她最本领坐， 可以到处去摸搜。

现在的她，可谓是有很严重的怕生， 她只会对认识的家人微笑， 对外人一概不理睬， 有时真的被她搞的很丢脸。所以有时爸爸出门不在家，真的是苦了我这个妈妈， 整天把一个整十公斤的孩子扛在肩上。现在的她不再像之前一样，她一天只需要小睡两次， 醒来的时间变长了， 这也意味着， 我所能拥有的时间又变少了， 她就算可以静静地坐着玩玩具， 也得要我陪在身旁。 不过现在我至少看电视的时间变多了， 有时我就是把她搁在她的玩乐天地， 我就放心的看电视， 最长的时间她可以自己玩个半小时， 这对我来讲已经非常好了！

带她外出用餐也变得容易了， 她在五个多月大时就长了两颗牙齿， 所以现在她可以吃很多的婴孩食品了， 外出时， 只要递给她一些零嘴， 他就会安静的享受。

Eryn不断的长大， 以为担子会变得轻松， 但是并没有， 反而觉得越来越承重了， 难怪别人都说孩子是父母一生的负担， 养育她们并不是问题， 塑造她品格并不简单。 打从她还是小婴孩开始， 别人送礼物她说给她我都会教她说谢谢， 晚上睡前一定教她跟我们道晚安， 醒来也一样跟她说早安， 她打喷嚏时教她说excuse me， 虽然她现在不懂， 但是我希望借由这样的方法灌输她真确的礼仪。

看在别人眼里我这个妈妈很好当， 但其实只有带过孩子的全职妈妈才会了解， 这其实不容易， 首先自己的生活必须与外面的世界隔绝， 再来就是无限的付出和牺牲！不过只要看到孩子不断的健康成长， 这一起都是值得的！最近， 有很多妈妈问我， 什么时候计划多生一个， 哈哈！我有这样的打算， 但绝对不在未来一年的计划里！我想陪伴我的小逸宁直到她满两岁为止， 至少让我好好享受单独与她两年得时间。 我不想也没有办法把她搁下，目前为止， 不能！

再见了2010！！！！！！

2010是艰难的一年， 最后一个主日时讲员分享时讲的一句话。世界的灾难不断， 战争也没停止， 只是不管怎么样， 2010，已经成为历史。

今年，是很特别的一年， 至少对我来说， 这是很特别的一年。我们踏入婚姻的第二年， 迎来了我们的爱情结晶。逸宁在五月中旬降生， 我选择剖腹把她带来这世界， 虽然挨了一刀，虽然肚皮上留下永不消失的疤痕， 但看到自己的孩子降生时， 一切受德苦都消失。不过虽说孩子是在我们的计划中降临， 但她还是让我们措手不及。我从工作退下成为全职妈妈， 话说简单， 但是其实全职妈妈并不容易。首先是生活上的改变， 对一个爱往外跑的我确实是很难适应， 每天只能待在家照顾孩子， 每天围绕着我的是小孩子的哭声， 每天做最多的是换尿布喂奶。。。再来就是心理上的调整， 总是无法适应新的生活， 总是觉得非常疲惫！但是我还是很感恩， 神赐给我这个健康的孩子。

今年过得非常的匆忙。不知是人变老了还是身边的朋友都到了适婚的年龄， 看着身边的朋友一个接一个的进入婚姻， 自己虽说已不是婚姻的新鲜人物， 但还是感染了他们的喜悦， 看着他们幸福的挽着对方的手踏入婚姻的国界， 看着他们展开人生的另个旅程， 我带着真诚的心祝福他们永远幸福。

十月时， 匆忙的飞到槟城参加老友的婚礼， 心里有个感触， 我们真的长大了！与这朋友相遇是十年前的事， 那时我们还是个抱着书的女孩， 而现在我们已为人妻了， 感叹时间真的不待人。。。

最近游览面子书时， 总是看到同学孩子的照片。不是流行生孩子， 而是大家都到了做父母的年龄。 有时我在想是不是每个人都需经过这样的阶段， 回想自己是孩子的时候是那么遥远的事， 现在自己却已为人妈妈了， 走着自己妈妈走过得道路。。。这就是人生吗？我想是吧， 只是有些人选择过不同的人生， 而这却是我选择的人生。

2010一去， 我们带着心爱的女儿进入新的一年， 盼望这一年是更美好的一年！

Teething attack

Lesson 1: Shape

mommy, this star looks yummy

it's really looks good

and I think i need to taste it by my tongue

I better put it into my mouth fast before mommy noticing me

hhhmmmmmm...yummy!

Parent's love

It's a holiday today.

We visited my aunt this morning. I should said this is a forced visit.my aunt who is 70s and being dignosed final stage brain tumor last month.

She used to be a tough woman for the whole of her life, used to work in the farm with husband for the past 50 years and being never spent a cent to enjoy her life and worst still she never know the fun of travel by airway and now she is seriously sicked. I am sad though i'mm not close to her at all. life can be so fragile and she may even have any plan to leave her family, to wave this wrld a goodbye at the moment but the fact is she will leave anytime....

I am not really upset by her sickness but to me the way her husband and siblings treat her strike me badly. They never take her illness seriously and to them the final stage brain tumor is just like the normal fever. The chemotheraphy is just like a sun bath. I'm really upset to see this. we as siblings to our parent and it's a must for us to take good care of them when we are able to do so(what i mean is when we grew up). We shuold give them the best as we affordable. For what i see from them, they are trying to throw the ball to others. And maybe they are too scared to really look into the problem....

Life is really short and we will never know when is our time to go back to our heavenly father. I wish and I pray that i will do my best to treat my parents well just like they way they brought me up, giving me the chance to explore and educated me. All i have today is from them...yeap i should be thankful and God please bless my parent with a good health!

我回来了。。。。

消失了好一段时间， 原本打算把部落格关了， 因为我没有多余的时间在键盘上摸索。

时间真的不待人， 又是到了年尾天。 年尾其实是一个很温馨的季节， 但是人老了就越怕年尾的到来， 因为这样意味着， 我们的岁数有增长了一年。

这一段时间我都在忙什么呢？我想除了我的女儿还是我的女儿， 逸宁已经六个月大了， 为了庆祝她半岁生日， 她竟然给我生了一场病， 真是痛苦的过了她出世以来最难熬的一个星期， 生病的那几天， 她几乎都在哭泣， 每一刻都要抱抱， 而且还是一定要妈妈抱抱(当然偶尔也要爸爸抱抱， 不然妈妈的手臂有得受了！)可悲的是， 女儿病愈了， 现在妈妈却病倒了。。。。

孩子慢慢长大， 是父母最渴望的。 看着她从一个小小的的娃娃慢慢长大成为今天的小可爱(哈哈！)， 我的心里其实很激动， 她现在可说是非常的顽皮， 每次洗好澡要跟她穿衣服， 搽护肤品是最艰难的， 刚把她放在床上， 不休一秒中， 她就会翻不见了，常常帮她打扮好后， 我已经汗流满脸了。 不过， 这还是父母最期待看到的， 如果她还是静静的任由我摆布， 我看那还是真伤脑筋呢！

难以想象， 升格为人妈妈已经六个多月的时间了。 真的是享尽妈妈们的一切苦与乐。 我是全职妈妈， 所以我可以说是二十四小时和女儿在一起， 她是妈咪的超级粉丝， 这一点连爸爸都会吃醋的。 她任何时候都会手申长长的要我抱抱， 真的士苦乐妈妈， 想象我每天必须把8-9公斤的重量背在身上， 确实有点吃力！也因为是全职妈妈的关系， 我没有了我私人的空间， 多怀念一个自由的开着车子到处去的日子， 多么怀念一个人追看一个下午连续集的日子， 纳何， 现在这些日子都离我好远好远， 两人行变成了三人行， 不是不好， 只是很怀念过去！

我常常跟外子说多希望我们的孩子快点长大， 那至少我可以找回我失去的自由。 不是没钱把孩子送给保姆， 只是如果现在把孩子送给保姆， 我想我会不习惯， 除了上次出门没把她带在身旁外， 这孩子从来就不成离开我们的身旁。 现在比起她小时候， 我可谓是更加的忙碌了， 她开始吃副食品， 每天预备吃的给她， 还得有一段上课的时间， 我们买了好多的婴儿教材，希望介着这些能早点启发她的脑， 每晚睡前又得给她念故事书， 现在还更加的忙。。。

Baby cutest contest

here comes the only photo taken by Micheal photography for the contest...

well, Eryn is not bahaving and moody on the photography session. this explain why the photo not comes as pretty as we expect...haha

it's our anniversary

this is the present i gave him ...


and i got this from him...

Well, nothing special to blog on this.

We celebrated our annivesary with lots of tragedies. Our princess being the main cause to spoil this beautiful meaningful day. She seems to be very fussy and moody for the whole day and worst still she cried alot on that day. the best way to calm this fussy baby and ease the lovely mom shoulder is to stay home and put her sleep early. so, the dining out plan is ruin by my princess.

And Husband came home very late due to the strong winndy weather these few days which affect most of the manggo treess at our garden and backyard.husband have to help up with the cleaning after work. it's abit too late too for uus to go out after he got home. so he went out and bought something for dinner.

we are just about to start our dinner and husband suddenly complain that his chest is tight and he is short of breathe! Wow..i have no word to describe the situation other than worry! the first thing i can think of is to ruch him to the specialist near by. so i rang up my MIL and ask her to come over to look after my sleeping baby. the night is busy but we are thankful to found out that it's not heart attack(which we are very worried about), it's just because of the muscle pain due to the heavy gardening that evening.

sigh...what's a busy day on my lovely wedding anniversary.

well husband promise to take us out for dinner later and i wish my princess is cooperating tonight to celebrate her parent's wedding anniversary.

though is bad night but thankfully, we are 2 yrs old now!!!!!!!

Happy anniversary!!!!!!!

两年

今天， 进入婚姻的第二年。 我感觉时间有点不待人。 好像我昨天才披上婚纱嫁人， 但时过境迁， 我已经不再是新婚夫妇了， 我们的婚姻里不再是两个人了。

最近， 参加了一场婚礼， 看着读书时的好朋友披上婚纱嫁着他人为妻， 欢迎着她来到有婚姻的国度， 看着她脸上洋溢的幸福， 我们不无也感染了这份幸福的美。 两年前， 披上白纱挽着爸爸的手腕踏上红地毯的那一幕犹如是昨天的一景一幕， 看着照片上的自己， 看着自己脸上洋溢着的喜悦， 看着自己眼神里对婚姻的瞳景与期待， 这一切一切像一幅画出现在脑海里。。。

两年的婚姻生活，有优美的， 有感伤的，有感恩的， 有失望的， 有欢笑， 也有眼泪。。。。
两年， 对我是一个很大的转变， 我从\职场退下， 我回到自己的家族生意。 后来， 孩子降临之后， 我又从工作完全的抽离， 成为一个全职妈妈。 我用两年走过别人也许用上十年二十年走过的道路， 这是一个很大的转变！

回忆这两年与老公共度的时光， 只能说时间过得太快， 我们没能好好的捉住每一刻。 有时候甚至错过了许多美好的机会！不过， 在这婚姻的国度里， 我们找到了自己的港口， 找到了一个自己可以停泊的港口； 我们找到了一个知己， 找到了生命的伴侣。这是婚姻的唯美！

记得曾在一本书上读过这么一段话：婚姻打破了数学的铁律， 让一加一等于一。 而那个一并不是由两个一半组成的整体，乃是有两个不同的个体所组成的一个崭新的受造物， 也就是在婚姻里的我们。 一直觉得这句话很有意思， 虽然偶尔还是很难认同婚姻里的合一， 但是唯有彼此愿意屈服时， 这个一才会凸显它的意义！

累累累。。。

好久没有上来了。
最近， 只有一个字可以形容， 忙忙忙。。。。。

逸宁四个月大了， 变得越来越顽皮， 她醒着的时间都要人陪， 虽然我买了许多的玩具， 以为她可以自己打发， 但是看来我还是太天真了， 她无论如何就是要一个伴。 所以我所有的时间就是等于她的了， 她虽然还是一天会有三次的小睡时段， 但是我还是很难找到自己的时间， 每天就好像和时间赛跑， 总有做不完的家务， 洗不完的衣服， 烫不完的衣服， 还要给她冲凉， 喂奶。。。。

我， 觉得好累！好不不容易，上？周末有个偷闲的机会， 但是却把自己搞的更累。 我盼望时间过得快点， 我好想念一觉到天亮的满足感， 好怀念可以静静享受一盘的食物， 好期待能好好的放松自己。。。

累， 不是因为每天需要做着重覆的东西， 而是因为就算我作得再怎么好， 我的前面背后都有很多声音。
两个星期前， 很不幸的病倒了， 我还是一样的自己照顾逸宁， 根本不用想把她交给别人， 最后不但没迎来赞美， 还被家公责备说我因为没作运动所以才生病。 哦， 我的天呀。。。眼泪当下流出来， 我不是没有父母的孩子， 你们怎么可以这样对待别人的女儿， 换着是我的父母， 他们只要听到我不舒服， 就会很关心！当时候我也不管他是我的长辈了， 我回应他说， 要我怎么作运动， 谁来帮我看孩子， 我去运动， 那我的孩子怎么办！！！！他竟然会我说： 可以早点起来运动。 他难道不知道晚上我要起身喂奶， 我睡眠已经很有限了， 在早起， 我很快会到下来。

心里头的委屈， 没有人能了解。 为什么自己的女儿迟醒就是天公地议， 作媳妇的却要早起， 为什么女儿可以吃饱就挥衣袖走人， 却要一个抱着孩子的媳妇来善后。 逸宁六个星期大时， 老公出门公干， 我自个儿带着孩子守着这房子， 每天对着我的孩子， 妈妈看了可怜我， 所以就到家来帮忙， 但是后面却有声音！和婆家虽然住得相当的近， 但是我还是需要亲力亲为， 不敢奢望我可以把孩子放下。 孩子到来之后， 家婆即可就想我提出校我会公司帮忙， 说什么她会帮忙代孩子， 但是问题是她的社交活动很多， 我岂可期待她来帮我带孩子。 有时候老公看 我忙得气 建议请个女佣来减轻我的负担， 但是我却不敢点头， 因为家婆说了他要请个女佣来帮她拔草， 而且需住在我家但却不是帮我代孩子， 与其这样， 我到不如不要点头让一个的三者住在家， 却没给我带来人和益处。。。

再来每天都是我和女儿在一起， 我无微不至的付出， 到后来我只领功的却是偶尔才抱抱她的奶奶， 真是气人！！

我只想上来申诉， 没有任何意思。

孩子受洗记

孩子还在肚子里时， 我们就一直有这样的打算， 让她在婴孩的时候领洗， 成为上帝的孩子， 也一直琢磨着希望给我们主持婚礼的那位牧师可以为我们的第一个孩子受洗。

这一天终于来了， 12/9/2010， 我们把孩子的名记载生命册上。。。

孩子是上帝牵着她的手把她带来这世上的， 今天她的名字已归在主的名下， 让她一身都跟从主直到永远。。。

It's all about me!

I have not blog for quite sometimes. it's not because i have run out of idea what to write but it's all about time concern. I run out of time nowsaday and 24hrs seem to be too short for me.

I have no time for tv now.
I have no time to shop for new clothes now.
I have no time to go saloon now
I have no time for pedicure nad manidure now.
I have no time to read book now.
I have no time to write something now..

It's really hard to get throught this three months but I am lucky as the time past faster that i never thought to be.

Eryn is growing well and she is awake most of the time now. I need to spend more time to play with her, talk with her, cuddle her now. Well, she is a super cutie and able to make lots of different sounds rather than Coo-coo. I hardly believe that she is here for 3 months time while i feel like I have yet done enough as a mom.

I hate the elder in the church asking me when do we plan to have second one. well, this is not my concern at least for this coming one year time. Most importantly is I had a ceasarean cut which means that i can only try to conceive again when Eryn celebrates her first birthday. and secondly, we had plan for the second one but this wont come so fast and this only will happen after we have our first family trip to australia and hopefully after our second honeymoon too. Trust me, it's not easy to done with the prenancy journey and it's even thousand times harder after the arrival of baby. Although i did enjoyed to grow a baby and really cherished with her every growing process but still my selfish instict did strike me at times too for where i really missed the quiet time we had before the arrival of our baby.

A gathering with old mates

Last saturday night, Yan called up for a gathering . It's another gathering after the intimate girls talk at Bing two weeks ago.

too bad that Susan and chai peng didnt join us on the night.

the man

The ladies

This night, is a definitely lovely night filled with lots of laugh, memories, critics, suprise. We have been went on separate direction after graduation. it took us 6 years again to gather this much of member. I am so lucky I'm the on of them on the night. Guess what is on the topic? it's nothing others than CRITICS! haha...it's a funny topic, am sure. and the intimate talk comes in between.

It has been 10 years ago when we waved our parents and fly away to a foreign land. We stay under on roof and quarells, conflicts did strike us badly too but when we gather again on this rainy night, these seem to be nothing for us anymore. We are the company of the growing process. we had each other as a companion along these years and there is one thing that we can't denied<>

The topics surround us is never about credit point, exam, assignments....but it's all about life sharing. some said they are committed to a car loan, some said they are commited to a family business, some said they are enjoying a single life and some said they are looking forward to a more settle life.... Lots of changes which drive all of us to a stage we never thought to being this soon. We ain't teenager anymore, we ain't the college boys or girls that wore baby tee and jeans. We are an adult, this is a fact that we realized when we see each other again on this night.

a suprise birthday celebration for Magaret.

It's a great night.....

郁蓝的心情！

郁蓝色的心情。。。

记不起来，从什么时候开始，心情总是抹上一层灰灰的蓝色，总是摖也摖不去。

因为孩子的降临而变得忧虑，每天从早到晚的为着这么一个幼小的孩子而忙碌，有时候我甚至怀疑自己是怎么走过来的。

因为生活的巨大转变而忧愁，放下工作走进家庭开始，我就一直纳闷，更曾经我想放下家庭回到我的工作岗位。但是总是事与愿违！

孩子降临之后，我好像变成了一个配角，在家里扮演着配角的角色。
不再是老公的中心点，总是被冷落。

我，纳闷。
这就是我要的生活吗？

我，怀疑。
这就是我这一生的结局吗？

我，
无言与对。。。。